Our Baby Girl
August 1999
Hello:
Frank & I had a wonderful trip. We went to Jerusalem, Ceasarea, Ekkos, Tiberias, Jordan River,Bethleem,Nazaret, Dead Sea, Red Sea at Elot, Tel Aviv....Almost all Israel & Also Egypt, the Nile River & the Pyramids etc... Was a great vacation we needed it & enjoyed.
But the morning after we came back, I felt a strong pain and went to Dr. Taras. Thanks to Our Lord it happened in L.A. and not at the trip. But it was going to happened sooner or later. My cervix couldn't retain our baby, Although me & the baby were very healthy, Doctors can't find this unless It happens the first time. For the next baby they will do a little operation to prevent it.
Frank & I really appreciate all your concern, support, calls & thoughtfulness. I Know we have the best family & friends in the whole world and we are proud of that.
Because I was four and a half months pregnant I had to deliver like a normal pregnancy and Frank was very brave to be with me the whole time.It was going to be a girl.
Emotionally it is hard for us (of course) but we are strong in our faith and we know that everything happened for a purpose and Our Lord still has beautiful blessings for us.
Right now nobody understand why, But in the future we will. Everything has a time like Ecclesiastes says in the Old Testament.
I wanted to send an e mail or a letter, because I really don't want to explain the whole thing over and over. So next time I see you we'll talk about the future.
Thanks so much for letting me know that I can always count on you. Hope to see you soon when I get better...
God bless you all... Janice...
But Now 4 years later: Lord has blessed us with a handsome Boy... Check " GEM" on this web...
Hi.... Just because I love you.... : )
Some friends think that I got religious when I lost my baby, that I'm maybe hiding my sadness in God, or in a religion. But this is nothing new for whoever knows me from my childhood. I have loved my Lord my whole life in good & bad. This is why I deal with any situation. I'm not perfect but I do good where I'm standing.
What I'm grateful the most is that my parents taught me to love God since I can remember, & this is why it is important to teach your kids that God exist, because when they have troubles in life, they'll need the guidance of God.
The good comes from God. How are they going to know what is the right thing to do, if they don't know where it comes from ? Even though you raised them with a good education & teach them the right thing, in the future when they have to start making their own decisions, you'll see that no one can do it in their own without God.
I see agony & being slave of responsibilities when we are not bringing the problems to God. What about a little time for your Lord in your busy life?
This is the reason why I will raise my son in the Lord's path. I'm the luckiest person ever because I have Lord. And when I put Lord first, I'm peaceful with myself that I could do all things in Christ who strengthen me. Lord could give me any miracle & I'm not in any hurry. I'm very happy & comfortable.
I didn't mind if I had a baby or not until I had my baby boy. Then I realized the happiness. And Lord wanted me to experience it, so he blessed us with a baby boy. I will make sure that he takes the Lord's path.
Living in a world of selfishness. We give importance to things in life that don't fill anyone, not realizing or accepting that without Lord we are nothing, it is even sad to look in the eyes & see the hearts. Where is love ? What is the meaning of life ?
What shines in you It is the love, peace & knowledge from the Holy Spirit. Jesus never tried to convince anyone, you have the freedom to choose. And still lots of people thought He was crazy.
The first & most important commandment is: Love Lord with all your heart & soul...
You'll know sooner or later what is the most important thing in your life....
Pass this to everyone you love & change their lives.... : ) Just because I care for you... I Love you....
God bless you...